My motto is "It's not just about me" and my motto of the week is "It's about you!"If I could, I would have had two little girls when I was a teenager. I was only 8-9 when I lost one. This was not a happy time for me, and it made me want to do something I didn't understand at the time, but I did anyway. This is the story of my pregnancy and my baby. It was the best pregnancy I've ever had and I'm incredibly lucky to have been pregnant at all. I don't want to sound too dramatic, but if I could have two children (and I can), my baby would be my daughter and my husband my son. So when I came to the realization that I was getting pregnant again, I knew I wanted a different kind of pregnancy. My baby's name is Emma, and my family is full of amazing people who've given me the greatest gift of all: I am a mom.I was at the age of 12 when I realized I was pregnant. I had been trying to quit smoking for years, but I had a horrible break-up with my boyfriend. I was so stressed and didn't even have a single day off from school.